i choose violence You told me I was eighteen going on thirty-fiveYou made me feel like the smartest human aliveI thought I was clever, but, were you clever-erYou said you never fell in love like you did with meYou paid for all the hotels, I paid for fake ID'sTo spend the last ten years tryna piece it togetherI went to therapy religiouslyI never sleepI made my brother promise me hе’d let you liv..